fly high
today is a really big day to me..i have the list of the 5 most biggest day i ever had for my entire life..today is for sure..is in the list..
for this entire month..i have to ignore most of the frequent things i used to do just for the sack of preparing for the worst things which might be happen today..
i attended a PTD interview just now..and again (as what i had been wrote about PTD assessment earlier)..the experience that i gained was totally indispensable..the most crucial part of me which i really hate the most is.. "NERVOUS!!!"..i admitted that this morning, i was really nervous like hell..even the "PANEL NO 1" (which i heard the two other panels keep calling her as "Datin") can sensed my aura..at that time i was thinking about 3 options which was;
a) acting i am so sick..convinced them that my family is so poor..and i am so desperate to get the job..if all the tactics failed..then..proceed to the next tactic which is acting like unconcious..fainted..they send me to the hospital..and by the time i open my eyes..there's somebody from PTD congratulated me.."Tahniah..awak diterima masuk ke Wisma Putra"..
b) run away..run to New York..London or..Tokyo..run as far as i can..until my parents..my friends..my people around me start forgetting the day of today..then i come back..acting normal..start a business..have a very good family..and acting nothing has happened...
c) face it!!!..face like a man..just bare in mind..those..whatever they called as "high-profile" interviewer..is not that good to crack me down..bring it on!!!..i'm scared..yes..but i'm not scared of you..i'm scared of how good i am to face you!!!..ceh..cam motivate diri sendiri aa ni..padahal nnti mesti interviewer ckp...CAM BAGUS JE BUDAK NI!!!!
so..as how much desire my parent showed to see me succeed in this interview..that is the same amount of desire which knocked my brain..and ring my ear..telling to start acting maturely..i chose the option no 3 and until now i don't feel any single feeling of regret..dissapointment..because of;
a) thanx god for giving me such a cordial type of interviewer..especially the "datin"..she acted..(at least acting)..as she was so sincere in listening to my ideas..every opinions that i blow from my head (which some i totally goreng)..and the communication was never monologue..and the "datin" wore GUESS bracelet summore..cool gile..
b) the questions were more highlighted to my working experience..my opinion..the things is..the "Datin" just wanna see how we talk and expressed ourself..that's it..no such an idiot question as " Hmm..Siapakah nama Yang Di-Pertuan Agong??"..
c) at the end of the interview..she was saying this.."You speak english quite well..and there is a maturity in you..are you interested in Foreign Department??..working in embassy..and so on.."..i was like "fly high" beb..fly high..
as usual..i preparing for the worst to happen..without ignoring that i still hoping that i can secure this job..bcs everything could happen..even the "datin" said..our selection is not totally depends on your qualification and self-appearance..even the over-qualified candidates couldn't secure this job..what made me wondering was..when she said.."you have established yourself in the industries..and it is not approriate for you to join the government as the environment, working ethics, technical expertise..will be most probably totally different"..(ha..nak provoke aku aa ni...)..bahasa melayunye..."ek..eleh..belajar penat2 engineering 4 tahun kat UM..buang masa je masuk gomen..jadi Pegawai Daerah...buang karen je.."..lebih kurang itulah maksudnya..
now..sume dah habis..it's a hoorahh time..!!!..movie..yes!!!..affy's open house..yes!!!..cajun, seres aku join ko gi Zouk this coming friday..yes!!..Bonny's wedding..yes!!!..it's so..so..so..heaven to finally getting your life back....
for this entire month..i have to ignore most of the frequent things i used to do just for the sack of preparing for the worst things which might be happen today..
i attended a PTD interview just now..and again (as what i had been wrote about PTD assessment earlier)..the experience that i gained was totally indispensable..the most crucial part of me which i really hate the most is.. "NERVOUS!!!"..i admitted that this morning, i was really nervous like hell..even the "PANEL NO 1" (which i heard the two other panels keep calling her as "Datin") can sensed my aura..at that time i was thinking about 3 options which was;
a) acting i am so sick..convinced them that my family is so poor..and i am so desperate to get the job..if all the tactics failed..then..proceed to the next tactic which is acting like unconcious..fainted..they send me to the hospital..and by the time i open my eyes..there's somebody from PTD congratulated me.."Tahniah..awak diterima masuk ke Wisma Putra"..
b) run away..run to New York..London or..Tokyo..run as far as i can..until my parents..my friends..my people around me start forgetting the day of today..then i come back..acting normal..start a business..have a very good family..and acting nothing has happened...
c) face it!!!..face like a man..just bare in mind..those..whatever they called as "high-profile" interviewer..is not that good to crack me down..bring it on!!!..i'm scared..yes..but i'm not scared of you..i'm scared of how good i am to face you!!!..ceh..cam motivate diri sendiri aa ni..padahal nnti mesti interviewer ckp...CAM BAGUS JE BUDAK NI!!!!
so..as how much desire my parent showed to see me succeed in this interview..that is the same amount of desire which knocked my brain..and ring my ear..telling to start acting maturely..i chose the option no 3 and until now i don't feel any single feeling of regret..dissapointment..because of;
a) thanx god for giving me such a cordial type of interviewer..especially the "datin"..she acted..(at least acting)..as she was so sincere in listening to my ideas..every opinions that i blow from my head (which some i totally goreng)..and the communication was never monologue..and the "datin" wore GUESS bracelet summore..cool gile..
b) the questions were more highlighted to my working experience..my opinion..the things is..the "Datin" just wanna see how we talk and expressed ourself..that's it..no such an idiot question as " Hmm..Siapakah nama Yang Di-Pertuan Agong??"..
c) at the end of the interview..she was saying this.."You speak english quite well..and there is a maturity in you..are you interested in Foreign Department??..working in embassy..and so on.."..i was like "fly high" beb..fly high..
as usual..i preparing for the worst to happen..without ignoring that i still hoping that i can secure this job..bcs everything could happen..even the "datin" said..our selection is not totally depends on your qualification and self-appearance..even the over-qualified candidates couldn't secure this job..what made me wondering was..when she said.."you have established yourself in the industries..and it is not approriate for you to join the government as the environment, working ethics, technical expertise..will be most probably totally different"..(ha..nak provoke aku aa ni...)..bahasa melayunye..."ek..eleh..belajar penat2 engineering 4 tahun kat UM..buang masa je masuk gomen..jadi Pegawai Daerah...buang karen je.."..lebih kurang itulah maksudnya..
now..sume dah habis..it's a hoorahh time..!!!..movie..yes!!!..affy's open house..yes!!!..cajun, seres aku join ko gi Zouk this coming friday..yes!!..Bonny's wedding..yes!!!..it's so..so..so..heaven to finally getting your life back....
What a great blog! I couldn't derive half the fantastic ideas that you come up with.
My diaper cake site is a little off your topic but noteworthy. You have some deep thoughts. Your last post uncovers a lot about you. Keep the fabulous ideas coming! Let's say a prayer for our boys in Iraq and hope for the best.
Posted by
diaper king |
12:28 PM
zouk still on huh?
Posted by
popo |
10:50 AM
hmm.. tak pernah pergi job interview.. maybe someday
Posted by
a.n |
5:01 PM
popo: on po!!..jom aa..jom aa..
aida: ko takyah interview aa..mesti dptnye (teringat cite tiket wayang)..
Posted by
remie |
1:00 AM
hahaha aida... seres aku tak tahu ko nih ada ciri2 bawak watak penggoda...(menurut cerita yg aku dgr la) hehehe... oklah tuh lenkali tgk wayang ko beli tiket ek... ;P
Posted by
popo |
1:52 AM
congratulations..anyway, u still owe me the 3 piece cd! huhuhu
Posted by
**noreen** |
10:07 AM
on aida.. tu la, rugi kowang tak tgk sendri.. huhuhuhu!!!
Posted by
\(^o^)/ |
6:43 PM
noreen: ooo..3 piece ek..camne aa..(garu kepala+lupa+gelabah)..
anie: nmpknye aku kena buat geng ngan brother ticket wayang..nk tau perkembangan bakat aida..heehe
Posted by
remie |
11:36 AM
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Posted by
maverick |
2:56 PM
Hi!
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Posted by
Anonymous |
5:12 PM