PTD wannabe..
my whole perception of government servants ethics and calibre changed since i attended a PTD assessment course last weekend..they named the 3 days assessement course as "PAC" which means "PTD Assessment Centre"..the course was held at INTAN timur..located at Kemaman..(since that..i was so obssessed adding "G" in each of my words..hehe)
without doubt..majority of us are still prefer to be part of private sector..which obviously offer bigger amount of salaries..and even some might say..that they were more professionals and competitive..but trust me..for those who have attended the PAC programme..at least we barely admit that being a PTD could be one of the most greatest self-achievement we could be proud of for our entire life..
to be frank..to get ourself into government sector is harder than u can imagine..to be a PTD..for me..it's far worst than i expected..during the PAC programme..i easily see myself hard to adapt with the stiff competition thrown by thousands of other candidates..there were thousands of character which i considered as "weird"..thousands of character which i considered as "too charismatic"..few others which i feel easily could be branded as a natural leaders in the making..nevertheless..there were also some who i saw over-reacting..too desperate selling their ownself..just to get more attention..until everybody could easily see..how faked those people were all about..pretending to be "YANG PALING PTD SEKALI!!!"..which at some point..i felt so annoyed..and was more like.."lantak aa korang.."
all the activities are so interesting and amazingly..we are easily gelled and able to worked together as a group..(although there were still numbers of dumb-heads-most-pathetic-mankind-on-earth fighting each other..for not dare to share the "spotlight").. there was a "problem solving activities", public speaking in malays and english, 2.4 km fitness test, parliment debate and ended with a closing speech by Intan Timur Director on the day we graduated as successfully completed the 3 days PAC programme..
but..sadly..i dont think that i have done to the full limit of my capabilities..3 times failed to commit punctuality enough to tell how slim my chances will be..hehe..(plus ada sekali tu silap masuk kelas lagik..DAAA!!)..but to me..i still think what i've done is the best i could do at the moment..i think its better to be natural..to be "who you are"..not just a "3 days PALING PTD!! candidates" which is barely faked and disgusted..i know what the extent of capabilities i had..at the same times admit millions of weekness compare to some candidates which me myself so admired (ada budak tu aku ngan jamy panggil "Number 1", paling dedikasi skali..sesuai ngan No 1 yang tertera kat badan dia..banding ngan aku yang bernombor "197" ni..huk..huk)..
if there is any other similar chance in the future..i'm sure i would grab the opportunities..by the time..maybe i am a much more prepared and more convincing than what "Number 1" had shown..insyaAllah..
without doubt..majority of us are still prefer to be part of private sector..which obviously offer bigger amount of salaries..and even some might say..that they were more professionals and competitive..but trust me..for those who have attended the PAC programme..at least we barely admit that being a PTD could be one of the most greatest self-achievement we could be proud of for our entire life..
to be frank..to get ourself into government sector is harder than u can imagine..to be a PTD..for me..it's far worst than i expected..during the PAC programme..i easily see myself hard to adapt with the stiff competition thrown by thousands of other candidates..there were thousands of character which i considered as "weird"..thousands of character which i considered as "too charismatic"..few others which i feel easily could be branded as a natural leaders in the making..nevertheless..there were also some who i saw over-reacting..too desperate selling their ownself..just to get more attention..until everybody could easily see..how faked those people were all about..pretending to be "YANG PALING PTD SEKALI!!!"..which at some point..i felt so annoyed..and was more like.."lantak aa korang.."
all the activities are so interesting and amazingly..we are easily gelled and able to worked together as a group..(although there were still numbers of dumb-heads-most-pathetic-mankind-on-earth fighting each other..for not dare to share the "spotlight").. there was a "problem solving activities", public speaking in malays and english, 2.4 km fitness test, parliment debate and ended with a closing speech by Intan Timur Director on the day we graduated as successfully completed the 3 days PAC programme..
but..sadly..i dont think that i have done to the full limit of my capabilities..3 times failed to commit punctuality enough to tell how slim my chances will be..hehe..(plus ada sekali tu silap masuk kelas lagik..DAAA!!)..but to me..i still think what i've done is the best i could do at the moment..i think its better to be natural..to be "who you are"..not just a "3 days PALING PTD!! candidates" which is barely faked and disgusted..i know what the extent of capabilities i had..at the same times admit millions of weekness compare to some candidates which me myself so admired (ada budak tu aku ngan jamy panggil "Number 1", paling dedikasi skali..sesuai ngan No 1 yang tertera kat badan dia..banding ngan aku yang bernombor "197" ni..huk..huk)..
if there is any other similar chance in the future..i'm sure i would grab the opportunities..by the time..maybe i am a much more prepared and more convincing than what "Number 1" had shown..insyaAllah..
It's so cool to be here - programy
Posted by
lukasz |
12:03 AM
it seems like there's a lot of MABE over there!! huhuhu
Posted by
**noreen** |
8:16 AM
good luck dude. all the best
Posted by
stone |
6:06 PM