Sunday, August 27, 2006

lets money work for you

ATTENTION, PLEASE !!!
for those who have SOME PORTION OF MONEY
and
currently looking for the best INVESTMENT to make
(i'm not mentioning about any related to MLM at this juncture, that's required too much effort..and people like me easily tend to be demotivated everytime i fail to reach any specific target)
spare your time to visit this web site
(now you know what i am talking about, yeah!)

AND DO CONTACT ME!!!
i'm willing to share something with you
at least to convey some information for you to look through
(i don't mind if you do not feel appropriate to invest)
as what i mentioned earlier, i'm just willing to share with all of you
spare your time to think about it
AND FOR SURE, THE DECISION IS TOTALLY YOURS, DUDE!!!
lets money work for us.....

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

i whispered to my heart.

"how much amount of love i could able to give her for my entire life?"

i'm not sure, actually. it can't be put in numbers. and it can't be measure in any scales. bcs
it seems that everytime i try to measure the weight, it never give even a pinhole of gratification.

but for sure i will prove one of them on this coming Saturday. precisely. no doubt.

Friday, June 02, 2006

A Guy Who Float Like A Fucking Homo

you son of a bitch!

Yeah, hell with your super dedicated ethics. No doubt. You just know how to lick the boss ass while most of the time i knew you just know how to talk cock!

And one more.

For sure, you are so fucking weirdo. People saying. When you run, its more like floating just like a fucking homo! I agree. Bcs you are so fucking hopeless.

I bet you never watched porno. I bet you think you are so fucking virtuous. No. Absolutely NOT! Please take my opinion seriously. You are not fucking virtuous, idiot! You are just a looser. You are totally vile, bitch. Despicable. The worst on earth.

That's the problem with all the bosses nowdays. Easily attracted to anyone who willing to lick their ass.

Dammit.







Thursday, April 13, 2006

Encik Zuraimi

Setahu saya, saya belum pernah menulis sebarang cerita tentang pekerjaan baru saya di dalam blog yang low-profile ini. Saya bekerja di Jabatan Perdana Menteri di mana office saya agak pelik kerana mempunyai banyak kubah2 berwarna hijau di samping laluan-laluan yang amat mengelirukan terutama kepada pelawat2 yang baru pertama kali memasuki Bangunan Perdana Putra ini. Di samping itu, saya juga tidak pernah terfikir sebelum ini yang satu hari nanti, rupanya office saya terletak hanya di tingkat bawah office Perdana Menteri kita.

Setakat ini, saya belum lagi diberikan tugas2 yang spesifik memandangkan saya belum lagi mengikuti kursus Diploma Pentadbiran Awam. Saya banyak melakukan kerja2 yang tidak pernah saya lakukan sebelum ini terutamanya menulis kertas kerja yang kadangkala memeningkan kepala saya. Namun yang demikian, Timbalan Pengarah saya yang cantik dan baik hati bernama Cik Fairul Azida selalu menasihatkan saya. "Awak kena banyak membaca supaya awak boleh tulis kertas kerja yang baik. Kertas kerja awak baik, tapi banyak benda yang perlu diperbaiki." Selain itu, perkara yang saya selalu lakukan adalah menghadiri meeting di sana dan di sini. Ada meeting yang dihadiri oleh Dato', Datin, CEO, MD, Chairman, En/Cik (biase gile), Ketua Pengarah, Pengarah, Ketua Setiausaha Kementerian, balaci, driver, pegawai am rendah dan sebagainya. Kadang kala ia membuatkan kepala saya menjadi letih dan semakin lama tidak dapat berfungsi dengan baik.

Saya tidak mempunyai banyak kenalan rapat di Bangunan Perdana Putra ini. Namun saya berasa sangat berbesar hati kerana mempunyai sejumlah kecil kawan baik yang sememangnya baik dengan saya. Nama-nama mereka adalah Hani, Nurul, Syurina, Amalina dan Sarah. Mereka memang best dan kelakar. Kami suka bergelak ketawa dan melakukan perkara-perkara bodoh yang jarang2 dilakukan oleh penghuni Bangunan Perdana Putra ini. Walaupun saya seorang sahaja lelaki yang tinggal di HQ ini (kawan-kawan yang lain semua ditempatkan di state), namun mereka tidak pernah meninggalkan saya. "mie, kitorang tunggu kat kafe, breakfast","Mie, turun bawah kitorang tunggu ko lunch","Mie, kang ada makan free, kitorang tunggu kat Dewan Persidangan","Mie, kitorang nak lepak kat Alamanda, ko nak ikut tak","Mie, kang kitorang datang support ko baca doa" dan sebagainya. Walaupun sekali-sekala saya dibuli, namun saya tetap berasa seronok kerana mereka sering membantu saya ketika susah dan senang.

Kadangkala saya berasa bosan di pejabat yang cantik ini. Stone kata, kursus DPA sangat menyeronokkan. Ini membuatkan hati saya melonjak-lonjak dan tidak sabar menantikan hari yang sangat menyeronokkan itu. Saya ingin menambah sebanyak mungkin kenalan sepanjang kursus itu supaya kelak saya tidak berasa bosan bekerja di pejabat yang cantik ini.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Kill the Melodramatic mood..IDIOT!!!!

lately..just can't help myself from the low-down feeling..depressed..gloomy..puzzling..tensed..like the whole world annoyed me so much..too many things to think..too many things to answer..too many things to worry..too many things to argue..too many things to disagree..too many things to forgive..too many things to ask for forgiveness..too many things make me sad..too many things make me wondering...TOO MANY FUCKING SHITTY THINGS laughing..surrounding..giggling..striking..FUCK THE HELL OF YOU OUT OF MY MIND !!!!

...but at least i could never stop thanking GOD for blessing me with the firm believe of trust, firm believe of love and firm missing feeling of someone that i truely deeply in love... at this very moment..just wish that GOD is always here with me..giving me strength..so that at the end of the day..i will not disrupt everything..AMIN..

Monday, February 13, 2006

i hate my brain..sometimes it works to much!!!!

just thinking of a lot of things...

things that i should speak..
things that i should just being quite..
things that i wanna hold...
things that i intend to give away..
things that i love to see..
things that i love to ignore..
things that i precisely wanna hear..
things that i pretend to hear..
things that i really hope..
things that i ready to let go..
things that teach myself of limitations..
things that make me feel responsible..
things that make me feel guilty..
things that i need to remind twice..
things that i feel fed up to keep reminding..

its just a holistic thinking..which some people might find it totally irrelevant and ridiculous...its up to you guys..people who really know me..will understand why those things being a very important things to me..

Sunday, January 01, 2006

ReBirth...

it had been 28 days without penning anything in my modest blog. it has been a massive happiness surrounded my daily life lately. having someone great and you most admire and love completed the so-called "life is always beautiful", nevertherless, the whole things of it make me more serious bout what the real mountain of challenge ahead of me demanding the maturity of vision and the passion in achieving the "goal of life", which to be exact..

i've just coming back from 10 days induction programme, called as "PTD Unggul", located at Intan Kluang. seriously, it is another new interesting chapter of my life..since for almost 25 years prior to be apart of PTD officer, there were not even a particle of visionary thought bout contributing something great to the country.."Berkhidmat Untuk Negara"..cheh..sounds to GOMEN, rite..but here i am..PTD officer in Implementation Coordination Unit (ICU) under Prime Minister Department (JPM)..wish me luck..me myself always praying that there will be something hidden great things just for me, sooner or later, to discover. while i'm sure, there will times where one by one of friends take turn to bypass me in terms of financial achievement.. just hoping that god give me strength to overcome the overwhelming challenge..

everything change too sudden.."REBIRTH"..and i never stop thanking god for blessing me with a gigantic blissful new chapter of my life ahead of more interesting upcoming year..